IN GOING JUT SO FAR

Going just so far

we push desire.

My mouth hangs open

like a nicotine addict that

just quit smoking I want to

inhale you.  Fuck preliminaries

and social codes, fuck morals, fuck

all this bullshit gendered maddness of

roles and what’s “right: and just fuck

me.  You must feel my heart beat

ing over my breathe in your ear

as I lay with my chest on yours and

feel your arm twitch as if you want to

cover up as I simultaneously want to

turn the lights on-see you, memorize you, paint

you n my minds eye permanent-the restraint

on your face, the flick of need in your eyes as

you pushed to the edge of desire- your

beautiful.  Perfect in want. Making me freeze

and realize that there may be something to be said

in going. just. so. far.