IN DREAMS
Coffee grounds caught up in my hair
Through wild strands of blonde chaos
Electrical follicles a conflicting energy
of their own, together winding an artificial
Medusa whose head writhes in caffeine orgies
because in dreams
no one is ever tired.
Green buttons have replaced my eyes
no peyote here I blink shiny, reflective and
plastic illusion waiting for something to come
and unbutton, blink me neon retinal flesh with
pearls of sunlight worth living
because in dreams
there is no light.
My voice is wet feathers, grey
cashmere on a concrete-bounded and
binded bird, weighed down by bullets of
rain, thunder chokes me shoving
velvet jazz down my throat unable to
sing, notes a muted staggering, I have
forgotten what music is, ears nonexistent,
because in deams
there is no sound.
My legs are an ants only moving
centimemters slowly over tiny metal
objects like mountains, scissors, they fall like
machinery grinding earth, going some
where, nowhere without leaving a
mark in the unsubstantive, I’m digging
holes to stagnate, rock back and
forth and lull myself to sleep in
because in dreams
its so so so easy to forget..
there are no footprints.